Plan

There's my plan. I'll be sitting on the STPM in November. Then, I'll start my working life in KL in December 2010. Probably will work for 1 year and do my saving properly. Within the year, I'll get all the bridal make up information in KL. This is because I'm so interested on the course and that's my future career. Working as a makeup artist or help those pretty bride to make up is my dream. I'll put all my effort to success my dream. I'll always cheer myself, and I won't beat by anyone. Then after I get enough saving, I will place my first step in the academy.. I believe on my effort and I trust myself that I can do it !!

Self-criticism

Seriously, i think i don't have any friends around me. As when anything happened on me, nobody can help me. And those people will only blame me. What had happened on me, all my fault. Coz, there're none of their business, of cause they won't care about it.. It's me!! All my fault.. I'm the one who play on it and caused the effect myself~ I told myself.. I could rather believe on myself and trust myself that everything will be fine to me.. I could rather trust on the doctor who will help me to settle all my problems.. I could just stay with my own style and be more independent that i can.. I won't try to depend on anyone anymore~ I'll learn how to overcome all the problem myself and I won't depend on Ms Loh. As I know she's feeling disgusting on helping me.. I knew it. Please don't be worry about it anymore. 

错的人

明知道爱情并不牢靠
但是我还是拼命往里跳
明知道再走可能是监牢
但是我还是相信只是煎熬

朋友都劝我不要不要
不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑
但是做人已经那么累
假惺惺的想要逃
在爱里连真心都不能给
这才真的真正的可笑

爱得太真 太容易 让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易 不顾一切 满是伤痕
我太笨 明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身
但我相信有点可能

可能 在爱里面这样算笨
可能 永远没有所谓永恒
但是我 不愿放弃这里面一点点可能
宁愿笨也不想要悔恨